I have tried not to think about it,wish we will all wake up from this dream......but all is not working.... I remember we started our friendship when the MGHS98 group was created,we we were not that close in school back then.but your jokes and office gist made me grow fond of you as the days went by,also saw that you were a straight forward person who also had the fear of God...I added you on bb when you had a loss sometimes last year or so and since then the chatting and gisting never stopped I was elated when you told me about your pregnancy and followed through with you with the little knowledge I had about pregnancy and childbirth etc,when i dint hear from you on bb i try as much as possible to follow up with calls.i remeber you teaching me how to make white soup and i messed up the soup and tried to blame it on you saying you dint give me the right recipes*chuckles*iphy gave us afang recipe in the group and you specifically warned me 2 make sure i follow what was given so me before i go and make *ADALU*(concoction)i laughed so hard,you were so good with admonishing in our native language... just 3weeks ago you were craving for pof-pof so much and said there was a woman in you church who sold every Sunday, but that Sunday was too far,i said i did not know how to make it and you also confirmed that whenever you made yours it ended up flat *lolz* About 2weeks ago i saw your status message on bb and was worried and you gave me reports on the progress of your pregnancy,we prayed about it and I told you to cheer yourself up in praise worship that all will be well very early Friday morning you where the first person i chatted with and we laughed and joked about a lot of things we also prayed about the pregnancy because you were placed on admission until you would give birth,i chatted with you in the afternoon but you dint respond and i was worried,but you responded later in the day that you were resting,i told you i had finally made the afang soup and it turned out so nice you wished you i could send some to you,more of the chitter chatter and i couldn't chat you on sat and sun coz my daughter was indisposed,I never knew this was going to be out last CHAT!*crying* I wish i had brought you that afang soup....i wish i had gone the extra mile to call and visit you,we prayed about your conditions so many times,i couldn't wait to see the baby that stressed my friend so much and made a mental note that i would smack her lil bum when she arrives,I never knew this were all propositions by man I woke up on Monday still feeling downcast about the dana plane crash and made a mental note to call you,only to visit the group and saw nneka pesu's message I did not believe her ,I called your phone but it was switched off i pinged you it not deliver until i saw you hubby's message on fb that was when i truly believed you had gone to rest ... Haaaa!Fadekemi you will be truly missed,you will always have a place in my heart,you were so easy to chat with even though we saw each other just once(at the reunion meeting) after school days giving good advises etc. May the good Lord comfort your husband ,parents siblings,friends and loved ones.Amen Odigba ooo fadekemi Olorun a te e si afefe ire oo LOVE ALWAYS MOSUNMOLA JINADU(BADMUS)